slept well last night. i knew when i woke up that i wouldn't be late for work this time. and so my day started well. i even had time to watch tv in the morning. but it didn't last long. i got so irritated after the lady next to me attempted to fit her elbow in the gap between us. she tried as many times as she can but couldn't coz my arm is blocking hers. and when she fails another attempt, she shifts her foot and steps on mine. maybe she feels uncomfy in her place. and i tried to understand it. but she kept nudging my arm. dammit! i really hated that. then this driver didn't bother to check if anybody else alighting the van before steering the wheel again.
i was so mad when i arrived at my station. i had to put a "DO NOT DISTURB" sign on top of my monitor to avoid people approaching me. i don't want them to be the victim of a sudden outburst that i was trying to control. loud music played in my ears as i began to work. i had the sign on the whole day. but people still tried to contact me through IM. i can't remember how the day went at work.. one friend told me, "be patient". and it only made things worse. i don't have patience today! it just isn't in me. grrr! i was so mad. i didn't appreciate my officemate's effort to make me smile with a silly joke. i should've thanked him for trying.
how bad my day has been. but there's one thing i know will still give me reason for another good night sleep. a happy thought that i've kept to myself all day - seeing him in the morning. waiting. =)
tomorrow will be a new day. i hope to see better days.
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