whammos!

namigay c gelo ng twiggies knina. ung prang pang snack ng mga kids. chocolate cake n may filling ng chocolate sa loob. gawa ng gardenia. masarap nman.

ung pagkain ng twiggies ang nagpaalala sa mga snacks at chocolates nah knakain nmen nuon.

tanong nya saken kung naalala ko p daw ung "wamoos" (ganun nya bnigkas). and kung pano ung spelling. d kc mahanap sa net. onga. kumakain den ako nun.. college days n yta. pero dko maalala anong spelling nun. basta alam ko lng msarap un.. inattempt ko isearch sa net. pero cns dko ren mkuha ng tama ung spelling, ndi ko ren mahanap. shocks. hmm...

buti nlng nag online c cuz ady..

me: ei! ano nga ung chocolate cake n snack na wamoos b un? pano spelling nun?
cuz_ady: whammos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
me: haha! tnx!
me: ano2 mga flavors nun?
me: dba may filling un sa loob?
cuz_ady: vanilla nung una
cuz_ady: tapos nagkaroon ng chocolate
me: color blue b un wrapper?
cuz_ady: oo!!!!!!!!!!
cuz_ady: MISS KO NA YUN!
me: hehe.. knina p nmen iniicp d2 ung spelling nun.
me: tnx. hehe
cuz_ady: wehehehe

ayun.. whammos pala. hehe.

tanong ko nman dun sa mga familiar sa chocolates galing saudi.. kung alam nila un lion's bar. hmm. sarap. fave ko un nung bata pko. lage kme may padala ng kuya ko galing sa parents nmen nun nung nagwork p cla sa dun. aon kay chito, un daw ang best chocolate pra sa knya. hai.. nakakamis ung chocolate n un.

eto nman c moe.. pilit pinapalala ung kinder nah chocolate. masarp daw un. dko alam un huh. and wala ren yta kht cno samen n nkkalam kung ano un. ??

at ung cereals n may tiger? kellogg's frosted flakes.. yummy.

dami pa kmeng nirecall n mga pagkain at chocolates n  nging bhagi ng "kbataan" days. nkkatuwa nman.

inconceivable

today, i realized that i am not a 'people person' and it sucks. there is no way around without getting in contact with another human being.

this is so...

the less0n i learned today

Kelan b d dpat mgtrust s isang frend?
Hnram nya un f0n ko, askng f i stl hav d pix taken arnd 2wks ago nung ngpunta kme s klowns at tgaytay. Havng sed n gs2 dw nya mkta un pix, inunlock ko un f0n ko and bnigay sknya. I had n0 idea n bburahin pla nya mga pix n knuha ko wyl she ws slpng (and drunk) s backseat. Haha! So ako ung bad. Kc ako ngtake ng mraming pix hbang wla xang malay. And ngy0n k lng nlaman nung inaayos ko n un mga pix s f0n ko. Hmm, dko nmn naicp n ggwn nya un and nkalimutan k nren un abt s mga pix. Wla nren ako mggwa kc dko p naupload agad. Sayang. bbawi nlang ako nxtym n mlasing xa. Hehe.
So ang less0n 4 me ngy0n s wag mxado mgtrust s mga frends. Coz dy d0nt always tell u d truth. Dey wud say anytng 2 get wat dey want.
And para senyo, drink m0derately. Para d wasted at d npagttripan ng mga ksama.

it sucks...

why does it always leave me miserable whenever i try to be happy? there has to be sum1 or sumthing that takes away the reason for being happy. it sucks. i hate it.

i know i have to be in control and could not let people or things or any event make me sad if i really want to.

but sumtimes it just happens. misery sinks in to the bone. i endure all pain and cry my heart out.

then i learn to be thankful for ehat i have, people i have in my life and those who have me in theirs. id feel better then.

shongerks

it's a term i learned from my cousin. i think its sum sort of gay lingo. whatever. i dunno. could be used to describe a person who did sumthing stupid. since ive learned about the word, i carelessly use it just about anytime i think anyone is being "stupid".

while trying to get some sleep.. i thought of a few things. then it hit me. shongerks--that was me. after everything that happened between us, what i went through to him, going over the edge and beyond reason, believing what was there and was not.

how stupid can i get? *shongerks*