"n reality, wat wl u do f within 10scnds of rcvng dis txt, id be dying?
wat f im only w8ng 4 ur rply 2 say d thngs u nvr sed 2me b4?
wat wL u tel me?
il w8..."
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and then came three replies.
1. A lot! Syempre! Pro i knw it wont hapen.. Ano k b wg ka gnyn der r oder ways of usng ur unlmtd.. Bsta, sum of d thngs.. "thankyou & iloveyou bst frend" nyt! ü
2. That u are 1 of my most treasurd frends, that i truly truly truly am thankful 4 having u n my lyfü
3. i bcame happy wn i was wd u
sad.
kc tatlo lng un bumalik. where were the other six? hai, sana wala lng clang load kya ndi nkpag reply. pero happy na ren. coz reading these three replies that i got made me feel good.
A long time ago, before the world was created and humans set foot on it for the first time, virtues and vices wandered bored, not knowing what to do.One day, they were all gathered and bored more than ever when Ingenious had an idea: Why don't we play hide and seek? And all of them liked the idea, and immediately the mad Madness shouted: I want to count, I want to count and since no one else was crazy to seek for Madness, Madness leaned on a tree and started to count, 1, 2, 3. And as Madness counted, the vices and virtues went hiding.Tenderness hung on the horn of the moon; Treason in a pile of garbage; Fondness curled up between the clouds; Lie said he would hide under a stone but he lied and hid at the bottom of the lake; Passion went to the center of the earth; Avarice entered a sack that he ended up breaking....And Madness continued to count, 79,80, 81,82. All the vices and virtues were already hidden by then, except for Love, whom as undecided as he is, did not know where to hide. And this should not surprise us because we all know how difficult it is to hide Love.And Madness was already at 95, 96,97.and just at the moment when she arrived at hundred, Love jumped into a rosebush and there he hid out. And Madness shouted "I'm coming! I'm coming!" and as she turned, the first one she saw was Laziness, thrown to her feet because he didn't have any energy to hide.Then she saw Tenderness in the horn of the Moon, and Lie at the bottom of the lake, and Passion in the center of the earth... Discovering them one by one, finding all of them but one. Madness was getting desperate, unable to find the last missing one, until Envy, envious for having been discovered, whispered to Madness: "You are lacking Love, and he is hiding in the rosebush."And Madness took a wooden pitchfork, and stabbed at the rosebush, and stabbed and stabbed, till a heartbreaking shout made her stop.And, after the shout, Love came out covering his face with his hands, and from between his fingers run two threads of blood, out of his eyes.Madness anxious to find Love had took out Love's eyes with the pitchfork. What have I done?, what have I done? - she shouted. I have left you blind! How can I repair it? And Love answered, you can't restore my eyes. But if you want to do something for me, you could be my guide.From that day on, Love is blind and is always accompanied by Madness.
whew! an daming mails! [as if ngtrabaho ng tama] i was busy blogging away. m searching for blog skins for my blog. ilang oras nko ndi nkdaan d2? may tagboard n pla. at andami ng updates. buti nman natigil na yang pokwang ishu n yan. hopefully.. last n nga yan.
ang baho tlga nung durian. and2 p sa tabi ko knina un bagfull of durian. pero ayos lng. wala nman akong mgawa sa npaka-makapit na amoy ng prutas n un na masarap daw. dbale Pooh, ngayon lng yan.
so ano nman un tunkol sa cnasabe ni Pong? may problema ba tau d2? wala nko balita huh. panalangin ko'y sana magkaayusan na ang mga taong involved. kung meron mang kaguluhan o alitan n nagaganap sa aking harapan na ndi ko man lamang nararamdaman.well, minsan tlaga sadyang ndi naten gusto ang ktangian o mga ktangian o ang buong pgkatao ng isang tao. [magulo ba?] minsan, hindi nten kyang tagalan ang ka-ichurahan ng taong ndi nga nten gusto. kht nga walang ginagawa ung tao sa atin ay ndi p ren nten kakayanin na makapiling ang taong iyon. we cannot please everyone.o kaya nman, posibleng may ngawa ang isang tao na ndi mo ngustuhan or bka nsaktan ka kaya ayaw mo sknya. at sa pagkakataong ito, ndi nman msama na kausapin un tao dba. ngunit ndi p ren nten gnagawan ng praan para mging maayos ang sitwasyon. [putek! ayaw ko nga sa tao tas kakausapin ko pa. wag na noh!]ayan! yan n nga. at kita mo ang ngiging resulta. nakakalunkot ang ganitong bagay lalo na kung ndi alam ng taong concerned. sana ay kayanin nten na kausapin ng maayos ang taong dapat nteng kausapin. tau2 n nga lng magkakasama, mgkakasiraan pba?alam ko andami ko n ren nkabangga sa loob at labas PS. [madami na un pra saken.] tao lng ako. maaring iniisep nyo na ang kapal ko nman tlga pra mgsalita ng ganito. bhala kayo kun un ang iisipen nyo. humihingi ako ng kaptawaran mula senyo na nsaktan sa aking ka-clumsy-han.nais kong samantalahin ang pagkakataong ito pra psalamatan ang lhat sa grupo. altho may mga araw na ndi mganda pra sa akin. kadalasan ay nramadarman ko nman ang kasiyahan. at dahil un senyong lhat.reich.tenk u sa mga tulong mo sa ano mang praan na ibinigay mo saken. salamat den sa pagpapakita mo ng tunay na ugali simula p lang nung nsa training kme. at nung nsa floor na, ndi ko mkalimutan ung cnabe mo na ok lng magtanong ng mgtanong hnggang sa makuha ko na. at lalo na sa blog advice. :pstela mai.nakatuwa tlgang mkatabi c mai. solve ako kht wala akong sounds sa pc dat time. salamat sa joke time.badz. bon.ang lage kong ksama sa break at idle time. sa kulitan. salamat sa pakikinig sa lhat ng hinanakit ko sa buhay, sa pagbibigay ng mga payo.pau.lage kong ksabay sa shuttle. thanks pau 4 trusting me and all. d ko naisep mgiging close tau. dhil ang sungit ng ichura nung NHO plang. ever since enjoy ksama c pau. sobrang saya pla ksama. grabeh, kakabagin kme sa kktawa. anything goes. and wlang keme. ppasok sa work kht ndi ngsusuklay. but knows to act appropriately at times n klngan tlga. miss na kita kc ndi n tau ngkksabay umuwi l8ly.moe. chito. dan. ben.mga lunch buddies. minsan nlulunkot ako pag corned beef nnman ang pnabaon saken. pero dhil sa knila, sumasarap ang kainan.humihingi ren ako ng sory kay chito. alam ko minsan sobra na ang pang aapi ko. [pero ksalanan ko ba kun namamatanda xa?!] paumanhin, ngunit minsan ndi ko lng tlga msakyan ang biro mo. o dkya nman ay baduy lng tlga at ndi ko trip.basti. anne.ndi ko akalain mgiging close kme. ang sabe ko pa nuon ndi ko makita ang sarile ko na ksama cla. dhil ndi tlga kme nag usap. pero nuon un, nung ndi ko p tlga kilala kun cno cna basti at anne. ngyon, msaya ako at nkakasama ko cla hnggang sa panonood ng sine at pag-iikot sa mall. enjoy nman pla ksama ang dlwang makulit.ate jo.kun ano man un ngyari. ngksala ako sa pagtatanim ng sama ng loob sau at ndi man lang kita knausap abt d2. iniisep ko kc na dpat alam mo na un. dhil sa tingin ko ay gnawa ko nman ang part ko. sorry. masaya ren ako at ng uusap n tau ngyon. salamat den sa pagpa2alala na ndi ko dpat hugasan ang mukha ko kun pagod.angel.kala mo bati na tau huh. pcenxa n sa gnawa ko. pero klngan kitang kausapin. pcenxa na kung ndi mo ngustuhan un. tingin ko bata kpa at ndi mxadong cautious sa mga actions mo. naiintindihan ko. gusto ko lng iparating sau na sumama ang loob ko. un lng. nptawad n kita. sana ako den.sa ibang wala d2 sa sirkulasyong ito, gusto ko p ren iparating ang pasasalamat at sa tulong nyo saken, kung meron. at kun wala nman, slamat n ren. nging bahagi n kyo ng buhay ko. hindi ko kyo mkakalimutan.meron pba kong nkalimutan? *isep pa*oo. c otep.joseph.anjan ka pla! hehe.. tenk u sa pgiging mbait. sa pgpapahiram ng empeetwee. sa presence mong hindi halata. ito'y lubos n nkkpagpasaya sa amin. [seryoso na.] sori ren kc bka naiinis kna sa mga hirit nmen. kc sa totoo lang. prang wala ka kht anjan ka. except lang pag may kainan. sana next time ipa-feel mo naman samen lahat na may otep pala. wahaha!whew! nnman. kapagod un huh.oo, guilty ako. tao lng ako na ngkakasala. mahilig mamintas. at nag eenjoy na mamintas ng kapwa. ngunit may puso ren ako at may kinikilalang Diyos na bumabatok saken kpag sobra na ang ksamaan na ngagawa ko sa ibang tao.sa oras na 'to, ndi ko alam kun ano ang susunod n mangyayari matapos kong i-click ang publish button d2. ndi ko alm kun matutuwa b kyo saken? bka may mainis. ewan. dko tlga alam.hinhiling ko ren na sna kausapin nyo ako kung meron man kyong ndi gusto saken. kelngan ko ren marinig ang mga saloobin nyo. alam ko makatulong to pra mag improve ako. xempre ndi ito magbabago sa isang tulugan. pero sisikapin ko.ang drama. [ndi ako nkainom huh] at ndi pa ako magpapaalam. ssundin ko ang payo ni reich na 30-day notice pra sa resignation. if ever alis ako. pcenxa na kun sabog. basta cnulat ko lng un mga naisep ko. [pero naiiyak nko]mahal ko kyong lhat. goodluck sa aten.
Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup,
They slither while they pass, they slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my open mind,
Possessing and caressing me.
Jai guru deva om
Nothing’s gonna change my world,
Nothing’s gonna change my world.
Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes,
That call me on and on across the universe,
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box they
Tumble blindly as they make their way
Across the universe
Jai guru deva om
Nothing’s gonna change my world,
Nothing’s gonna change my world.
Sounds of laughter shades of earth are ringing
Through my open views inviting and inciting me
Limitless undying love which shines around me like a
Million suns, it calls me on and on
Across the universe
Jai guru deva om
Nothing’s gonna change my world,
Nothing’s gonna change my world.
i've heard of this song already but i didn't know this was a beatles original. i just learned about it a few weeks ago when i heard the song again from basti's mp3. that's when i began to really like the song. and like the beatles too.but what about the image above? wala lang. cute.
Thank u s pgpunta. its s0 nice 2 c u
2day. n0 amt 0f 0vrtym can pay. i
h8d myslf 4 being d ris0n y u easly
get irrit8d. ingat nlng pg uwi.ü
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03.21.05 20.08
i changed my comments section to haloscan. and old comments are gone for good. thanks to all my friends who contributed and added a little something for me to ponder on. i still have copies of it. but as much as i would like to, i cannot leave it here on display.opinions, comments and suggestions are very much welcome here. so just keep on posting. thanks.
Wishin', and hopin', and thinkin', and prayin',
Plannin' and dreamin' each night of his charms,
That won't get you into his arms.So if you're looking to find love, you can share,
All you gotta do is hold him, and kiss him, and love him,
And show him that you care.Show him that you care, just for him.
Do the things that he likes to do.
Wear your hair just for him,
'Cause you won't get him
Thinkin' and a prayin',
Wishin' and a hopin',Just wishin', and hopin', and thinkin', and prayin',
Plannin' and dreamin'
His kisses will start.
That won't get you into his heart.So if you're thinking how great true love is,
All you gotta do is hold him,
And kiss him,
And squeeze him,
And love him,
Yeah Just do it,
And after you do,
You will be his.You Gotta how him that you care just for him.
Do the things he likes to do.
Wear your hair just for him,
'Cause, you won't get him,
Thinkin' and a prayin',
Wishin' and a hopin'.Just wishin',
And hopin',
And thinkin',
And prayin',
Plannin'
And dreamin'
His kisses will start.
That won't get you into his heart.So if you're thinking how great true love is,
All you gotta do is hold him,
And kiss him,
And squeeze him,
And love him,
Yeah Just do it,
And after you do,
You will be his.You...will...be...his.You will be his!
hmmm.. may cnabe ba akong excited ako sa 6th month ko, huh? hehe. joke lang bon! thanks sa comment. nweiz, and2 ulit me kc xempre biten ung kwento ko. or kalimutan nlang? pero bkit ba? the space is mine. and il write whatever i want.
so un nga..
i was determined to get in the 2nd time around. i prayed and made, shall i say, a covenant to God. basta bigay nya saken ung work. coz i really need it na. then i had my friend submit my CV to HR. then after a few days i got a call. now sa landline na. and was immediately interviewed and was asked to come in person the following day. i got to choose the time of my exam. xempre may coñotics den. (say no more) :D basta un.. all went well that day. a big OK for me. :p
im thankful that i was accepted here. and im enjoying my stay here. although i can't deny na sometimes it becomes so boring. pero ayos lang. im surviving.
i wanna thank everyone at work who became my friends. from PS batch 137 and the rest who are and were in Experian 31a. and to others i've met along the way. life in PS could never be so fun without you.
umm, big day nga ba? well.. technically, today is our 6th month in PS. and i haven't received my 5th month appraisal yet. good luck dba.. i wouldn't worry sana if i have been consistent with my performance at PS. e kaso i already have this verbal warning. shocks! i never received any warnings in my whole life and khit sa school. i have a clean record. and honestly, i never knew verbal warnings were in written form pala! ang t*nga dba. hehe.. i remember i had to sign it pa and write something like i promise to do this and that... prang commitment form.
last week, my lunch buddies were talking about our approaching 6th month. and they were joking around na what if the guard will not let us enter the office premises na pla and that we're terminated. kc pare-parehas kme wla pang appraisal. hai grabeh.. un lang msasabe ko.
i also read reich's post about her experience during application at PS. hmm.. i remembered mine tuloy which is similar to what happened to her. i don't wanna think about my first attempt to apply at PS. but for the record, i was desperate to get a job then. but i wasn't prepared yet when i answered the call. i knew i didn't sound good to that interviewer. and badtrip pa kc sa cel me tinawagan. and ang hina ng signal dun sa place ko. putek! he said they'll give me a call nlang. and hintayin ko nlang. and there was never another call. =(
waaah! e bkit naiiyak nnman ako? =(
i said to myself i won't cry anymore. not over things not worth crying for. but i can't help it. hmmp! mgsusulat lng ng blog iiyak na. ang babaw ko tlaga. pano lahat ng nraramdaman ko ndi ko malabas. kaya ang hirap. ang bigat tuloy dalhin.
when will i ever learn?
hai naku.. alis na nga ako. i'll be back with more thoughts to share.
restday. restday. restday.
i hope i could get more sleep this weekend. more books to read. more fud to eat. more incoming txt msgs. more pondering. more bonding. more friends. more fun. more love.
and less nagging. less hot-tempered me! less hardships. less responsibilities. less puffy eyes from crying. and much more that i can only hope were less.
there's so much i'm missing right now. and so much i'm missing because of this.
i placed a tag on leux's, ang batang madungis that i barely know. hehe.. nweiz, the thing here is that i actually called my blog as my precious sanctuary. =( i'm feeling sad again. this has been my shelter since i made this. this is where my emotions were poured. well, not everything yet. and i have my friends here who embrace me as i am. and i must admit i'm having fun customizing it. though i don't have much time to really do this.
un lang..
hold me now
I have a picture, pinned to my wall. An image of you and of me and we're laughing and loving it all. But look at our life now, tattered and torn. We fuss and we fight and delight in the tears that we cry until dawn.
Hold me now, warm my heart. Stay with me, let loving start.
You say I'm a dreamer, we're two of a kind. Both of us searching for some perfect world we know we'll never find. So perhaps I should leave here, yeah yeah go far away. But you know that there's no where that I'd rather be than with you here today.
You ask if I love you, well what can I say? You know that I do and if this is just one of those games that we play. So I'll sing you a new song, please don't cry anymore and then I'll ask your forgiveness, though I don't know just what I'm asking it for.
