hello, anybody?

can't think of a good title for this.. nweiz,,

everyone has practically moved on with their lives.
promotions for my friends.
my best friend got married and is pregnant.
my old hs friend who came home from the states and could not speak much tagalog and american accent is running through her veins.
d closest friends i used to have do not reply to my txts anymore.
college friends are so busy with their own careers and making big money.
were have they gone?

me? im still here.
im stuck here.
in my past.
in solitude.

i should move on.
on my own.

btw, im so relieved he finally answered. i really just wanna say im sorry for all the shitty things ive said and done. he may have hurt me in the past but i have no right to hurt him in any way.

im really sorry. and thank you.

now, im moving on. i choose to be happy.

wish me luck.

prayer

cmula nung nagwork ako sa col center, andami ko nang nalipatan n station. wala nman kcng permanent stations dun. dpende kc un kung san k nila gusto ilagay. or kung gagana ung tools mo nah mkkpagtrabaho k ng maayos.

halos lhat ng sides ng floor e naikot ko nah. namen. hindi ko nga lng nagamit lhat ng pc. kc pag nhanap ko nah un pwesto ko, dun nko umuupo lage.

ung isang pc sa dulo, ung may mgandang monitor, ndi mxado malamig at tama ung lighting.. dati ung sup station, nging agent station, nging sup station ulit at ngyon gngamit n ulit ng agent. minsan nging station ko un. morning shift pko. un den ung station nah nkaaway ko ung ka share ko nah tga gy nun. madumi kc gumamit. nag iiwan ng stirrer at may cofee spills ung keyboard at table.

nweiz, nkita ko ung station, maalikabok xa.. pero natuwa ako n andun p ren ung nka scotch tape nah portion ng jaryo. brown n un paper. mejo nalukot nah. pero buo p ren. ung prayer nah nakuha ko s inquirer libre.

vol. 5 no. 57 | friday, february 10, 2006

"Lord, i pray for people who are unhappy at work... for those who must work with a bitter, negative associate... for those whose accomplishments are ignored and unappreciated... for those who have unscrupulous competitors... for those who get too many demands, and too few thanks... for those whose quotas are too high, and whose budgets are too low. Lord, comfort them, and give them courage to make wise changes. (PAW)"

sobrang tama un pra pra sa environment nah kinalalagyan ko. ang galing nman, andun pa ren un.

go banal!

nanalo daw ung mapua knina sa letran. yey! sayang d ko npanood. sarap kc matulog may bagyo. at pg gcng ko klangan n magmdaling mag ayos kc may work pa and mbagal tlga ako kumilos. super. nweiz, sayang d nkapasok c chito (binaha n yta sa valenzuela) wala tuloy akong aasarin kc talo un letran. haha!

m a red lions fan since last year lng. impluwensiya ng frends. pag nanonood ako, ndi ung game ang pinapanood ko. ung players. hehe. ngyon nlng ako mejo nkkaintindi nung mechanics ng game at ung mga terms nila mejo nggets ko nah. tho ndi p lahat. d nman kc ako fan tlga ng kht anong basketball games. dati gusto ko c jamal. magaling xa, sa aking opinion. pero ngyon ayoko n sknya. kc mukang suplado. saka nag iba yta ichura nya kumpara sa last season. hmm.. ngyon, c banal ng mapua nah ang gusto ko. =) bkt? wala lng. hehe. mlamang mlaking contribution nya sa pagkapanalo nila sa letran dun sa game knina.

pero sabe ko nga fan ako ng red lions. kya it breaks my heart pag ung 2 teams nah un ang magkalaban. haha!

hmm, basta kitakits nlng sa finals. =)

WANT vs. WANTS

umm. so ayun.. dko pa alam kung mkakanood nga ako ng fall out boy. wala p kcng concrete plans watsoever. and bka late nah for instant plans.

hbang hinihintay ko magreply ung isang frend ko n nk2log nah.. cnabihan ako ni poupe nah..

d nko pwde bumile ng havaianas. kung gagastos ako para sa concert.

"huh? e sa september p nman un." dahilan ko.

kht nah. pati daw ung jacket n gusto ko d nko dpat bumile. or kht ano sa mga items n cnulat ko sa wishlist ko khpon.

pano nah? lahat un gusto ko. and ung wishlist ko. short lng un. pero mejo expensive ung mga gusto ko n nkasulat dun.

ang lunkot =(

well, sobra n nga nman un. hmp! dpat kc bumile nko ng slippers last time ng sale cla. para ndi mukhang mgastos. hehe.. ng oversleep kc ako nung huling weekend sale. =(

ang dami kong gusto. kainis.

ano nga b tlga ung kelangan ko?

you and me

what is maturity?

. it's the ability to control anger and settle differences
. the willingness to pass up immediate pleasure for long term gain
. the ability to sweat out a project or situation in spite of setbacks
. the capacity to face frustration, discomfort, and defeat without complaint
. being big enough to say "i was wrong"

what is immaturity?

. joshua dave + me