slow pacing

22:11 :)
22:12 Ei! Uv seen d pix n p0?ü
22:14 yup. tnx ha
22:15 ngayon lang ako nagka-pic na kita ako sa boat. hehe
22:16 Yup. Np. Rquest n ----- un e. N0w k lng daw kc sit s fr0nt.ü
22:19 ya. ’99 pa ko nagstart pero ngayon lang ako naging pacer
22:20 may frndstr acct ka?
22:22 Ic. S0 pacer twag dun. Dunno much abt it e. I jz watch.ü I have. U can view it from -----’s page.


Hai.. gone were the days that I think of you. I got rid of everything about u from my fone that occupied a solid 3.5mb space. It was not too much. But it used to be so valuable to me then.

No regrets. I know you are happy. I am happy.

I know I didn’t lose anything I never had in the first place. Makes sense? Who cares?

holloween special

For once, I thought I was doing the right thing.
For once, I thought he was making everything else all good.
It seems to me that life is not like fairy tale all the time.
Coz this time, it's so real.
And it feels good.

Then he blew it.
Or did I?
Oh, where has all the magic gone?

I'd love for us to stay that way forever.
Too bad it can't possibly be.
Until I find no more reason to believe, I still feel for you.

chaka doll

pagsakay sa elevator nakasabay nmen xa. tahimik, walang kausap hbang kme ng kaibigan ko ay nagkkwentuhan. pagdating sa labas ng jg, nsabe ko nlng..

"naawa ako sa kanya"

"kanino?" ang tanong sa akin.

lumingon muna ako sa likod ko bago cnabe.. "si chaka doll"

tahimik kaming naglakad papunta sa underpass. hanggang natigilan ang kasama ko at cnabe.. "ngayon ko lng napagtanto"

ako tahimik lng pero puzzled.

"sabe mo naawa ka sa kanya"

"oo nga"

"pero tinawag mo pa ren xang 'chaka doll'"

waahaha! onga.

"you're so mean"

yah. m baaaad.

feel and think

"learning to let go is fighting the urge of wanting something you are not supposed to have."

.detachment.

"If you hold back on the emotions--if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them--you can never get to being detached, you're too busy being afraid. You're afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails.
"But throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, all the way, over your head even, you experience them fully and completely. You know what pain is. You know what love is. You know what grief is. And only then can you say, 'All right. I have experienced that emotion. I recognize that emotion for a moment.'"

- Morrie, tuesdays with Morrie

perfection does not exist

i miss my old template. i liked it very much =(

"kami nAPO muna"

yey! got myself a copy of the latest collectible. and it's the special limited 2CD edition. =)



decided id get one when a friend of mine made me listen to his pirated copy of this cd. not all songs played well. hahaha!

damn the new sound was really nice. it's a good buy. =)