sunday morning

one hell of a good morning. im supposed to be sleeping soundly and having the best sleep of the week but thanks to the "shit bid" i have to come to work today for interim sched. but i just woke up. and im so late coz my shift starts at 530am. haha! my head aches from too much (or less) drinking. im tempted not to leave the house anymore.. sigh.

..i'll be back to post pictures from last night.

360/656

yes.. i ranked 360th out of 656 agents on the floor.

ok, so i am somewhere in the middle. how it was done, i really don't know. if they based it on saf, fine. i had 2 call ins for january alone. so i guess i deserve to be on that place.

so how does one expect us to complete filling out this form needed for what i personally call "shit bid"?

there's not much to choose from. well, there are lots actually. but you just couldn't find something that's good enough.

you can either get 8x5 or 10x4 schedules.

i've tried doing 10x4 before and i can't make it through a day without sleeping during shift at one time or another.

so i would definitely go for any sched that's 8x5.

then again, there's no choice to make for a healthy schedule. you can either have split offs or consecutive restday but with sliding shifts.. like on some days your shift will start at 8am and on other days, it could be 8.30 or 9am.

and goodness.. shifts start as early as you can imagine.

i guess i'd go for sliding scheds. but i don't wanna have the shift i currently have.

this one where..

+ i should be in bed by 7pm or i won't wake up to make it on time for work the next day

+ i am always scared of going out alone in the dark of the dawn, endlessly waiting for a trike to pass by

+ i pay more for travel expenses than what im earning

+ i am extra scared for bringing my gadgets and money and other valuable stuff that might interest a "magnanakaw"

i hope i'll get a decent schedule and have, if not the same, new easy-to-get-along-with team8s, and of course a cool supervisor.

can i tell you i miss you?

i managed to keep my mouth shut. but that was really hard. i was afraid i would ruin the most wonderful nonsense conversation at that time. i was like a helpless kid who couldn't get what i want. and all i wanted to do was to tell him i miss him. i miss him a lot.

shutterbug's delight

Y O U..

.. piss me off. need i say more?

.h.

nsad ako. kc may bago n xa. pero ok lng. wala nman akong dapat panghinayangan. dba? lam nman ng halos lhat ng close saken ano ngyari.. ndi ko n ieelaborate kung gano ka immature c ------. sana lng ngbago n xa. kwawa nman un girl kung gnun p ren xa gaya ng kung ano xa dati. they seem happy. ganun nman lahat pag bago e. hmm.. i hope mging msaya tlga cla. i mean it.

friends nman kme e. sana totoo un. dpa nman kme ng uusap ulit. and dpa ren nman kme ngkakasalubong sa daan. thank god.

so un.. nsabe ko lng n nsad ako. but m ok. mas mdami pang dapat intindhin kesa dun sa nlman ko.

i wont ruin the rest of my day for this. =)

feeling feelingan

ikaw: musta?

ngtxt nnman xa.. sa pagkakaalam ko malinaw nman ung mga cnabe ko dati. ewan ko b bkt ayaw p nya tumigil. nweiz,, il try to be nice and sana wala xang sabihen n dko magugustuhan.. so cnagot ko..

ako: k lng. kw?

ikaw: ok lng pu. punta kb ke papa?

huh? ayus to ah..

ako: kninong papa?

ikaw: papa mu..

gago.. nakikitwag ng papa sa papa ko. kapal..

ako: yup

ikaw: kailan? cnu ksama mu?

ako: dko p alm. wd fmily.

ikaw: ok. sama sna aq e.

kala mo invite kita sumama huh. kung gusto mo tlga magmaganda, edi dalawin mo puntod ng tatay ko. pero wag ka makasama2 saken kung kelan ako punta dun noh. feeling nman..

i dont want to sound mean or whatever.. pero lamo nman ayoko xo ipipilit mo p tlga srile mo. kulit mo e. ano pb gusto mo sabhen ko? ung maiintndhan mo? hai naku!