shutterbug's delight

Y O U..

.. piss me off. need i say more?

.h.

nsad ako. kc may bago n xa. pero ok lng. wala nman akong dapat panghinayangan. dba? lam nman ng halos lhat ng close saken ano ngyari.. ndi ko n ieelaborate kung gano ka immature c ------. sana lng ngbago n xa. kwawa nman un girl kung gnun p ren xa gaya ng kung ano xa dati. they seem happy. ganun nman lahat pag bago e. hmm.. i hope mging msaya tlga cla. i mean it.

friends nman kme e. sana totoo un. dpa nman kme ng uusap ulit. and dpa ren nman kme ngkakasalubong sa daan. thank god.

so un.. nsabe ko lng n nsad ako. but m ok. mas mdami pang dapat intindhin kesa dun sa nlman ko.

i wont ruin the rest of my day for this. =)

feeling feelingan

ikaw: musta?

ngtxt nnman xa.. sa pagkakaalam ko malinaw nman ung mga cnabe ko dati. ewan ko b bkt ayaw p nya tumigil. nweiz,, il try to be nice and sana wala xang sabihen n dko magugustuhan.. so cnagot ko..

ako: k lng. kw?

ikaw: ok lng pu. punta kb ke papa?

huh? ayus to ah..

ako: kninong papa?

ikaw: papa mu..

gago.. nakikitwag ng papa sa papa ko. kapal..

ako: yup

ikaw: kailan? cnu ksama mu?

ako: dko p alm. wd fmily.

ikaw: ok. sama sna aq e.

kala mo invite kita sumama huh. kung gusto mo tlga magmaganda, edi dalawin mo puntod ng tatay ko. pero wag ka makasama2 saken kung kelan ako punta dun noh. feeling nman..

i dont want to sound mean or whatever.. pero lamo nman ayoko xo ipipilit mo p tlga srile mo. kulit mo e. ano pb gusto mo sabhen ko? ung maiintndhan mo? hai naku!

hello, anybody?

can't think of a good title for this.. nweiz,,

everyone has practically moved on with their lives.
promotions for my friends.
my best friend got married and is pregnant.
my old hs friend who came home from the states and could not speak much tagalog and american accent is running through her veins.
d closest friends i used to have do not reply to my txts anymore.
college friends are so busy with their own careers and making big money.
were have they gone?

me? im still here.
im stuck here.
in my past.
in solitude.

i should move on.
on my own.

btw, im so relieved he finally answered. i really just wanna say im sorry for all the shitty things ive said and done. he may have hurt me in the past but i have no right to hurt him in any way.

im really sorry. and thank you.

now, im moving on. i choose to be happy.

wish me luck.

prayer

cmula nung nagwork ako sa col center, andami ko nang nalipatan n station. wala nman kcng permanent stations dun. dpende kc un kung san k nila gusto ilagay. or kung gagana ung tools mo nah mkkpagtrabaho k ng maayos.

halos lhat ng sides ng floor e naikot ko nah. namen. hindi ko nga lng nagamit lhat ng pc. kc pag nhanap ko nah un pwesto ko, dun nko umuupo lage.

ung isang pc sa dulo, ung may mgandang monitor, ndi mxado malamig at tama ung lighting.. dati ung sup station, nging agent station, nging sup station ulit at ngyon gngamit n ulit ng agent. minsan nging station ko un. morning shift pko. un den ung station nah nkaaway ko ung ka share ko nah tga gy nun. madumi kc gumamit. nag iiwan ng stirrer at may cofee spills ung keyboard at table.

nweiz, nkita ko ung station, maalikabok xa.. pero natuwa ako n andun p ren ung nka scotch tape nah portion ng jaryo. brown n un paper. mejo nalukot nah. pero buo p ren. ung prayer nah nakuha ko s inquirer libre.

vol. 5 no. 57 | friday, february 10, 2006

"Lord, i pray for people who are unhappy at work... for those who must work with a bitter, negative associate... for those whose accomplishments are ignored and unappreciated... for those who have unscrupulous competitors... for those who get too many demands, and too few thanks... for those whose quotas are too high, and whose budgets are too low. Lord, comfort them, and give them courage to make wise changes. (PAW)"

sobrang tama un pra pra sa environment nah kinalalagyan ko. ang galing nman, andun pa ren un.

go banal!

nanalo daw ung mapua knina sa letran. yey! sayang d ko npanood. sarap kc matulog may bagyo. at pg gcng ko klangan n magmdaling mag ayos kc may work pa and mbagal tlga ako kumilos. super. nweiz, sayang d nkapasok c chito (binaha n yta sa valenzuela) wala tuloy akong aasarin kc talo un letran. haha!

m a red lions fan since last year lng. impluwensiya ng frends. pag nanonood ako, ndi ung game ang pinapanood ko. ung players. hehe. ngyon nlng ako mejo nkkaintindi nung mechanics ng game at ung mga terms nila mejo nggets ko nah. tho ndi p lahat. d nman kc ako fan tlga ng kht anong basketball games. dati gusto ko c jamal. magaling xa, sa aking opinion. pero ngyon ayoko n sknya. kc mukang suplado. saka nag iba yta ichura nya kumpara sa last season. hmm.. ngyon, c banal ng mapua nah ang gusto ko. =) bkt? wala lng. hehe. mlamang mlaking contribution nya sa pagkapanalo nila sa letran dun sa game knina.

pero sabe ko nga fan ako ng red lions. kya it breaks my heart pag ung 2 teams nah un ang magkalaban. haha!

hmm, basta kitakits nlng sa finals. =)