Wishin' And Hopin'

Wishin', and hopin', and thinkin', and prayin',
Plannin' and dreamin' each night of his charms,
That won't get you into his arms.

So if you're looking to find love, you can share,
All you gotta do is hold him, and kiss him, and love him,
And show him that you care.

Show him that you care, just for him.
Do the things that he likes to do.
Wear your hair just for him,
'Cause you won't get him
Thinkin' and a prayin',
Wishin' and a hopin',

Just wishin', and hopin', and thinkin', and prayin',
Plannin' and dreamin'
His kisses will start.
That won't get you into his heart.

So if you're thinking how great true love is,
All you gotta do is hold him,
And kiss him,
And squeeze him,
And love him,
Yeah Just do it,
And after you do,
You will be his.

You Gotta how him that you care just for him.
Do the things he likes to do.
Wear your hair just for him,
'Cause, you won't get him,
Thinkin' and a prayin',
Wishin' and a hopin'.

Just wishin',
And hopin',
And thinkin',
And prayin',
Plannin'
And dreamin'
His kisses will start.
That won't get you into his heart.

So if you're thinking how great true love is,
All you gotta do is hold him,
And kiss him,
And squeeze him,
And love him,
Yeah Just do it,
And after you do,
You will be his.

You...will...be...his.

You will be his!

PS batch 137 - Part II

hmmm.. may cnabe ba akong excited ako sa 6th month ko, huh? hehe. joke lang bon! thanks sa comment. nweiz, and2 ulit me kc xempre biten ung kwento ko. or kalimutan nlang? pero bkit ba? the space is mine. and il write whatever i want.

so un nga..

i was determined to get in the 2nd time around. i prayed and made, shall i say, a covenant to God. basta bigay nya saken ung work. coz i really need it na. then i had my friend submit my CV to HR. then after a few days i got a call. now sa landline na. and was immediately interviewed and was asked to come in person the following day. i got to choose the time of my exam. xempre may coñotics den. (say no more) :D basta un.. all went well that day. a big OK for me. :p

im thankful that i was accepted here. and im enjoying my stay here. although i can't deny na sometimes it becomes so boring. pero ayos lang. im surviving.

i wanna thank everyone at work who became my friends. from PS batch 137 and the rest who are and were in Experian 31a. and to others i've met along the way. life in PS could never be so fun without you.

PS batch 137

umm, big day nga ba? well.. technically, today is our 6th month in PS. and i haven't received my 5th month appraisal yet. good luck dba.. i wouldn't worry sana if i have been consistent with my performance at PS. e kaso i already have this verbal warning. shocks! i never received any warnings in my whole life and khit sa school. i have a clean record. and honestly, i never knew verbal warnings were in written form pala! ang t*nga dba. hehe.. i remember i had to sign it pa and write something like i promise to do this and that... prang commitment form.

last week, my lunch buddies were talking about our approaching 6th month. and they were joking around na what if the guard will not let us enter the office premises na pla and that we're terminated. kc pare-parehas kme wla pang appraisal. hai grabeh.. un lang msasabe ko.

i also read reich's post about her experience during application at PS. hmm.. i remembered mine tuloy which is similar to what happened to her. i don't wanna think about my first attempt to apply at PS. but for the record, i was desperate to get a job then. but i wasn't prepared yet when i answered the call. i knew i didn't sound good to that interviewer. and badtrip pa kc sa cel me tinawagan. and ang hina ng signal dun sa place ko. putek! he said they'll give me a call nlang. and hintayin ko nlang. and there was never another call. =(

no more tears

waaah! e bkit naiiyak nnman ako? =(

i said to myself i won't cry anymore. not over things not worth crying for. but i can't help it. hmmp! mgsusulat lng ng blog iiyak na. ang babaw ko tlaga. pano lahat ng nraramdaman ko ndi ko malabas. kaya ang hirap. ang bigat tuloy dalhin.

when will i ever learn?

hai naku.. alis na nga ako. i'll be back with more thoughts to share.

weekender

restday. restday. restday.

i hope i could get more sleep this weekend. more books to read. more fud to eat. more incoming txt msgs. more pondering. more bonding. more friends. more fun. more love.

and less nagging. less hot-tempered me! less hardships. less responsibilities. less puffy eyes from crying. and much more that i can only hope were less.

there's so much i'm missing right now. and so much i'm missing because of this.

precious sanctuary

i placed a tag on leux's, ang batang madungis that i barely know. hehe.. nweiz, the thing here is that i actually called my blog as my precious sanctuary. =( i'm feeling sad again. this has been my shelter since i made this. this is where my emotions were poured. well, not everything yet. and i have my friends here who embrace me as i am. and i must admit i'm having fun customizing it. though i don't have much time to really do this.

un lang..

bittersweet

hold me now

I have a picture, pinned to my wall. An image of you and of me and we're laughing and loving it all. But look at our life now, tattered and torn. We fuss and we fight and delight in the tears that we cry until dawn.

Hold me now, warm my heart. Stay with me, let loving start.

You say I'm a dreamer, we're two of a kind. Both of us searching for some perfect world we know we'll never find. So perhaps I should leave here, yeah yeah go far away. But you know that there's no where that I'd rather be than with you here today.

You ask if I love you, well what can I say? You know that I do and if this is just one of those games that we play. So I'll sing you a new song, please don't cry anymore and then I'll ask your forgiveness, though I don't know just what I'm asking it for.